It's been a long time, Xangaland

 holy cow. I can't believe it's been almost a year, and almost nothing has changed for me, except that I moved in with Nick a lot sooner than expected, cuz I moved in with him in January. I'm still With him. Yes, we've had our fights, our "break ups" and our make ups, but we've managed to pull through. Here's a more recent pic:

I'm still working at RadioShack, but I have moved around between several stores, hopefuly will be transferring to my sixth store soon, which will put me right down the street from where me and Nick live. I really like working at the Shack. The people that I work woth are like a second family, and my work family happens to extend across six stores, which comes in handy when I need to request product transfers. ;)

I have been losong weight again, and am twenty pounds away from being my ideal weight again!!! And it's not really diet or excercing, unless you consider Kanye's Workout plan excercise haha. It's just not maxxing out like I used to. I just don't have the apetite that I used to, and know when I am full. I don't really have any recent pics to compare, but I'll post them eventually.

Oscar is a complete mama's boy now, and I love my doggy SO much! Isn't he the cutest?

 <He's a german shorthaired pointer mixed with lab. He's so sweet, but he can be a naughty puppy sometimes!

But yeah, that's about it, nothing really exciting been going on here!

I LOVE this man!

This is me and Nick. I love him.

I just look really good in this picture.

The man of my dreams kissing my cheek....

Me and Nick again....

I think my hair looks too dark here....

Long, Rambling Entry

Health

Last week, I noticed that I had had my period for way too long, and went to the doctor to see what was up. I wasn't on any other medications besides my birth control, so I should not have been having this problem. What I thought would be just a quick visit where they just give me a shot and send me on my way, turned into an ultrasound. Well, the ultrasound showed a pretty big dark spot on it, so they did a biopsy. Turns out it was just a caffeine spot, so there is nothing to worry about there. However, my doctor pulled me off of my birth control pill for this month. Me and Nick are DEFINITELY not ready to have kids, but I HATE condoms....but I will have to make do this month, I guess.

Relationship

So, things with me and Nick are going really well, too. I spent this whole weekend with him, and it was glorious. Saturday was a horrible day at work. We work on commision, and I spent 3 hours with one customer, losing out on a LOT of sales, had to say an hur after close, only to have to ring up the $600 sale in SOMEONE ELSE'S NAME!!!!! Oh but it gets better. Right when I was leaving work to go to Nick's, this bitch runs a red light, but apparently I cut HER off, and she randomly has eggs in her car, so one of them flies at my window as I'm driving down the road. I'm SO glad I had a bottle of Vodka waiting for me once I got to Nick's. On Sunday, Nick had to work, so I stayed at his place with Oscar, his puppy. Oscar is a total daddy's boy, but he is growing quite fond of me, cuz when it's just the two of us, he will not leave my side, and when Nick is in a bad mood, even if it is not because of me or Oscar, Oscar gets really cuddly with me. Nick called me at one in the afternoon so I could check the score of the Packers game for him, so I called him back with the score, and laid down with Oscar for a bit. At two, he called me again to say that he was leaving work, and would see me in about 45 minutes, and he'll wake me up. So I went back to sleep, and woke up when he finally got home at FOUR!!! He wanted to let me sdleep for a little bit longer, because he thought that I had JUST laid down when he called, so he stopped at COD to do some paperwork. But he came home and got me, and then we went so he could play football, and I could watch. I was totally bored, even though it was really sexy to see him getting all worked up and everything. On Monday, we did laundry and ordered Chinese carry out, and I got back to my house at around seven.

Work/Financial

This situation is the only one not going so well. Work is going fine, but I am not making enought money at all. I have to save up $700 by december, and it is going to be really hard with my other expenses I have. My dad is getting on my case again, because I have been back at home for a year now, and have not paid him back a penny of what I owe him, which amounts to about $6000! SO my plan is to just get the $700 saved up for my car insurance payment, then after I get that, I will change my direct deposit settings so that half of my paycheck goes directly to him, without me even thouching it. Once I get him paid off, I will be moving out to Glendale Heights to help Nick with the mortage payments. (if we are still together then, which I really hope we will be). I think I will be able to stay clam about the situation this time around, though. It is my own fault that I have been working since march, and have just been not worrying about what I spend at all, and not paying my dad off.

Loving Him More and More Each Day

Even though I said I'd post on work, that is going to have to wait. Last night was just too good to not talk about. When I was still at work yesterday afternoon, Nick called me, and told me to pick up his key when I got off of work, and wait for him at his place.  I did, and when i got there, I walked Oscar, his pupy for him. Normally walking Ocsar jsut consists of walking him downstairs, and then letting him run around the grass in frint of his building. Oscar Apparently really likes me, because he hardly left my side. I was watching TV when Nick got home, and we went to the RadioShack store right by his house because I had to pick something up for work, and he knew where the store was, and I didn't. We got back and were watching the end of the Cubs game, and at some point, I said I love him, and he said I love you more. It just surpised me to hear him  say that, because I've never seen him be into all the cute mushy stuff before.A little bit later, he was telling me all about high school. Even though he hated it, he was in a TON of stuff in high school. He was in Marching band, school plays, and on the crew for the same plays, student council, and even the chess club. And I already knew that he was prom king, too! Wow, I never thought that I'd ever date a guy was was prom king.

Oh and and one point when we were having "special time", we forgot that his windows were open, and and one point we heard people yelling, and we got a noise complaint form one of his grouchy old neighbors. What's funnier is that when we went outside to let Oscar out again, his neighbors that are about our age were hanging out on the bottom of the stairs, and everybody had the look on our faces that were were trying really hard not to laugh. When we went back upstairs, they said for us to have a good night, and Nick said, "And we'll try to keep it down, sorry about earlier..." And all of us cracked up. It was hilarious. WE watched a little more TV, then went for another go. It was after midnight when we got done, and that means that we have officially been dating for a full month now. It really has gone by fast, though.

I don't think I want to be a rockstar anymore...

Well, it's been a while agian, but I just wanted to give an update...I got to spend the whole weekend with Nick this weekend. I was really excited, and knew we would be partying a lot this weekend. Well, I think we partied a little too much on saturday, shit got kind of scary for a while there...I don't want to go into deatils on a public site, but if you ask me personaly, i don't have a problem talking. On Sunday we went to our friend Tommy's to watch football, and chilled there. Well, with the combination of too much partying the night before, beer, weed, and really filling foods, i fell asleep on nick's chest for about an hour and a half. I woke up to my phone ringing, and it was really funny, because over the course, only the men were awake anymore. Tommy's wife Kimmie was asleep with their daughter also asleep on her chest, Jackie passed out in the corner, and I was alseep on Nick's chest. Funnier thing is, none of the guys noticed anyone falling asleep except for the baby....but i won't come between my honey and football. We spent the night at his house, and I discovered a new way that I can sleep in his arms, and be totally comfy. (Usually, I can cuddle until right before I fall asleep, but don't like to be touched while I sleep) When we woke up on Monday, we went out to lunch, and then came back to his place. We had every intention on fooling around when we got back, but started cuddling, and the next thing we knew, we were woken up because my alarm was going off, and we had to leave to take me home so I could get ready for work. But yeah, with the way work is going lately, that will be a WHOLE different post. I'm just glad that Nick knows that kisses on the forehead always make me feel better, and was there to give me one at exactly the right moment tonight.

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